Music is the wine that fills the cup of silence...

Remember that one song that always made you smile when you were younger? The song that always distracted you from everything that was going wrong and everything that caused stress because within those three and a half minutes you were lost and everything was perfect. Now fast forward to today, put that very song on this precise moment, close your eyes and lose yourself within. Lie there and think of how you felt the first time you heard it, remember every emotion you felt and let it take you away.

A letter to [insert name here]:

To the boy who broke my heart, the true friends who turned out to not be so true, the ones who talked bad about me and to the ones who told me I couldn’t I want to take the time to say thank you. Thank you because you have unknowingly helped me grow into the person I am today.

If you judge people you have no time to love them...

People frustrate me, whether it is because they are so full of themselves or maybe it is because they are so damn judgmental. According to a sociology class I took a couple of years back people are insecure, of course you don't need to take a sociology class to know that right? Anyway because of their insecurities people choose to bash others as an attempt to ignore their own weaknesses. What I fail to comprehend is why people think that doing so is the answer.

It matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be.

When I was a 12 year old 7^th grader, I thought I had everything figured out. I thought I would get through junior high in one piece, go on to high school and graduate with honors then go to the University of Arizona and eventually work in the medical field. Then as a 14 year old freshman in high school, the CAVIT program was brought to my attention, and I thought “hey, why don’t I join CAVIT junior year and just start off as a Medical Assistant and eventually work my way up?”

Loneliness is a bitter pill to swallow...

5 months ago I let stress and frustration take over and get the best of me and for that I sit where I sit now.

As I look back 5 months into the past I realize how I never pictured myself ever being in this position again though here I am wishing I wasn’t. I am going to be honest with you, I don’t want sympathy. No, what I do want is to move on and start anew. However my dear friends, that is only wishful thinking.

4 down, many more to go...!

Today is the one week anniversary of my blog, until a few seconds ago I thought it was tomorrow. I find it amazing how even though I have only written and posted three entries, (not counting this one of course), so far it has helped me tremendously.

Even if things get too heavy we'll all float on...

On July 1^st we were notified that due to budget cuts, a few of our employees will be let go. All throughout July I was terrified at the thought of losing my job, though fortunately I was safe however unfortunately a good friend of mine was not. Even so, she had the best attitude I have ever seen about the situation and on her last day she wrote on our “attendance board” (as I like to call it) “stick a fork in me, I’m done!”. She is truly an awesome person and because of her my eyes have been opened to a new perspective on things.