A late goodbye and an even later hello.

Another day is halfway gone and as I sit here with the Arizona sun beaming on my face, admiring the beauty behind this scene,  I’ve come to realization that my past two entries weren’t exactly a good way to enter 2013 blog wise. Come to think of it I didn’t even have a proper goodbye so if you care to give this a gander, this is my farewell to 2012, enjoy!

Can you keep a secret?

I had another late night visit from insomnia last night, I didn't fall asleep till around 2:30-2:40 ish. I'm convinced Mr. Sandman hates me. Anyway, I did alot of thinking obviously and I think I may have come to the conclusion on why my anxiety is so bad.

Growing old is getting old.

Have you ever felt so alone and irrelevant in life? Of course you have, everyone has. But have you felt it so much that it hurt to the point of anxiety? I have, in fact I am feeling it right now. I don't understand exactly why I'm feeling this way, I don't know maybe I'm not meant to understand but I'm hurting.